Desperation

She wakes from nothingness

wanting to run

Escape her fate

She looks through the windows

warmed with her breath.

The prototype of that place

mastered as one's childhood home

Her last hope her mother,

beside her fast asleep as she cries out in pain

All she does is cry, desperate she is

Even the bygone pain is lesser

than conquering the damages it caused

Wondering the worthlessness of her life

Ending her vexing pain

with the apparatus to ease it

Its inapt as she takes only two,

praying for a peaceful end.

End of it all.

As she lay to endure more and more

intensifying her desire for ultimate prize

which is far but seemingly close.

Her eyes closes to sleep,

recurrent flashbacks of that day

in its completeness,

tears fall from her tender eyes.